Into The Blue (Part 1)

It's been a while since I've last blogged. Simply because I've been busy with all the things mentioned in the previous blog post, and that I've fallen ill again. I'll blog about it as I go along, but also, I kinda forgot that my birthday was coming up ;p To be honest, I was trying to suppress the 'happiness' (so to speak) of becoming one year older. lol, it seems like I'm at the age where I don't like to get older: and at a tender age of 16. (Yes, I'm still in denial that I'm not turning 17 yet.) It was touching, people bought cakes and presents (which were very very nice), when I myself forgot all about it.
I think, on top of that, the fact that I'm leaving so soon after my birthday, kinda takes away the joy of becoming older. The truth is, I'm scared. Scared and sad that I have to leave everything all over again for another world I'd rather leave for a one or two week holiday. I mean, Singapore is nice. It really is. But I've been away for so long, I merely see it as a holiday location, and not a 'home'. Sad to say, but it's how I view it. Perhaps in two years time, I'll view it differently. The strange thing is, I view Australia my 'home' because it's where I feel very comfortable in. Back in Myanmar, it wasn't very comfortable. Despite the numerous chauffeurs, servants, gardeners, etc. I can't really see how I to be comfortable when the electricity suddenly goes out while I'm playing my PlayStation while I sit in the dark living room as I hear the clocks ticking and the mosquitoes buzzing towards me. errr, no thanks.
Actually, I can't be certain where my earthly home is at the moment. Now that I'm older, and becoming more aware of the environment, I have to consider where I'm most happy. Personally, after living in countries like Singapore, America, Myanmar and Australia, I can say that I don't really like a country with a hot climate. It's not like I can't adapt or anything. As a matter of fact, I adapt quite quickly. However, due to my wonderful genetic configuration, I tend to sweat quite easily in considerable quantities. Fortunately, Victoria only reaches 40+°C once every few months, so it's not too bad.


Anyway, enough of all that. Time to recap on what I did during the past few days. Usually, I like to blog a before and after post on the things I wanna do. This is because I like to have a 'plan' on what I'm gonna be doing. Also, by blogging it, I get to lay it out before me to read it too! So it's all good. In a few months time, I won't have time to do a double recap, so just bear with me for now.
Friday, I wasn't feeling very good at all. My muscles were aching quite bad. You know when you have a fever or some sort, and your muscles become achy and sensitive? It was like that but the strange thing is that I don't think I got a fever. So it was weird. Basically, I just slept on the couch with a movie or two on the tele. I wanted to recover so bad, so I could go rollerblading. Unfortunately, I couldn't recover fast enough for rollerblading, but I went anyway. However, I didn't skate at all, so I just sat there and watched them. The main reason why I went was because my days in Australia were numbered, and going to this event would allow me to see my friends one more time. While I was there, my back started to ache pretty bad. The large muscle along the spine started to ache, and boy did it ache hard. I did my best to try to hold down the pain but it was nice to finally sleep that night.

To Be Continued...