The Land Before Time

Whoa, that was a close one. One of my supervisors came in just a few moments ago, and I had left my monitor screen on the blog entry page. Good thing blogger’s format for blog entries look very simple and depends a lot on all the HTML coding and stuff. So it wasn’t too bad, I hope.
When he left, I heard him say to the head of department (who sits just a few steps away from me but is behind a wall), “Can I talk to you for a minute?” It was just a few moments ago!!! I can’t help but wonder if he wanted to talk about me. I hope not. Oh dear.

Anyway, they can fire me if they want. :P hahaha, ok, that’s just a bit too harsh to say, but in all honesty, with just a few days to go, firing me prematurely would do me wonders. Lol, even though it would be a terrible to have this on my job resume. Oh yes, I can see it now.
Job experiences: Fired after working as admin for 4 weeks. Reason for being terminated - blogging during office hours. That’s just great.
I told myself I wouldn’t quit this job, but getting fired would be one way in getting out early. Bleh, it’s not important. No way am I gonna get in trouble for this.
Anyway, I was reading some of my previous blog entries back from before I started work, and I came across me saying,

My point is, after this 'experience', I told myself that I didn't want to be underpaid, like that again, for my effort. If I'm gonna work, I'm gonna work hard. So they better be good when it comes to the payment because what I'm giving them is my best work.

Well, I can’t say that they are underpaying me here, but I also can’t say that they are paying me enough. For the amount of work I do, I reckon I should be paid more. Then again, I always think I should be paid more, so there isn’t really much of a difference. But I think I can strongly say that I have worked hard. I really have put my back into the work they’ve given me, even if I haven’t done it willingly, I did it anyway because I have to. Afterall, my boss is right behind me! Even if I’m not working, I try to look busy because if I don’t, it feels like my boss’s eyes are watching my every move. How do I know? Simple, I’d go to a website with a black background, and when I do, I can see her reflection on the dark background.

Usually, I feel scared because there’d be times when I would see her head pop out as she dips to the side to see what I’m doing. It's really petrifying because I'm not meant to be doing that, so to see her seeing me see something else, it's scary. It's even scarier when I see her eyes divert to the side so that she's looking at me. That even worse! It means she's trying to be subtle in her approaches to watch what I'm doing. It's not fair because I do that all the time! I mean, she's trying to be me! Sorta. I'd try to be subtle in observing the things I watch so that no one knows that I know. I prefer to remain unnoticed. ^^ hehehe, I don't know why I'm blogging that on here... =S Better stop. =P

For the first time since I started working, I, along with the entire working staff, were dismissed early at 5pm yesterday. It was awesome going back early because by the time I reached back, it was still bright outside! Unbelieveable because usually I would come back and by 7:30pm, it's getting dark already. So when I got back yesterday, it was so nice and bright. Ahhh... so very nice. I liked it back in Australia because during summer, the sun would rise before I woke up and would set around 9pm or so. The only part I don't like about that is that the sun would wake me up around 7:30am each morning. So I would wake up around there, and start my day, even though I planned to sleep in. ><"